The Binge

Since last week, I have been on a mini-binge that needs to end.

So much for a mini-binge if it's lasted for a week right?  It's a full on riot!

This week has been full of possibilities, change and aggression.  My life is destined to change sooner than I've even imagined and its making me uneasy- so I'm turning to "things" for comfort.

My divorce is near final-- thankfully.  Although my Ex is really not cooperating as he could, there is closure coming soon.

Events recently have caused me to become more in-touch with my intuition.  My intuition is telling me I'm moving somewhere.  Near or far is still the question.

My binge is consisting of all things comfortable-- mostly decadent treats and beer.  Yes, I said beer.  I love beer!  I can't tell you how good it tastes after a long day @ work.  Anyhow, I had shown so much restraint in the last 6 weeks losing 10 lbs., and now I'm just taking all of that and making a mess of it.

I understand that this binge is my way of attempting to cope with the impending issues coming my way.  I'm just filling the void.

Perhaps I should look into carrying a blanket like Linus?  Or maybe I should get a puppy!

This weekend, I'm taking a long drive to visit a friend.  Maybe it will break the spell, but who am I kidding?  Her husband is a KILLER cook.

FML.