This detailed account of my life begins because I've had enough. Yes, enough of not doing the things you should do with your life by now. Enough of the bullshit excuses, about why this and that never happened. Enough of the "later" and "never". Enough of the bad decisions about people because you didn't believe in yourself, and most of all, enough about not taking care of ME!
Twenty-Ten will begin a chain of events to include the following:
- Ending of a Toxic Relationship.
- Losing the cloak of myself that I'm hiding under.
- Change of Scenery; much needed.
Here was my outstanding horoscope that began the new year. I was pretty proud of it myself...
"Organizing and cleaning the skeletons out of your closet will be burning the most fuel in your brain and body, as you’re over carrying around all that crap and being so overly sentimental about everything — especially since it’s been so thankless. This will then mean finally being able to listen and truly trusting yourself in a way you never have before. The result will mean being more spontaneous and working out new ways to pursue your ambitions. Yes, boredom finally will get the best of you and you’ll have had it with being safe. Expect to venture off to new places, reach out to new types of people and possibly make a drastic change to your image too. Nothing old will seem of value anymore and the more you try new things, the more your confidence will soar, as you will see that you don’t need to stick to any of those ideals you once held so dear. Yes, your amazing power of persistence will no longer have to hit brick walls to change your direction. New possibilities you create will be all the inspiration you’ll need to melt apprehensions away.”
It had me pegged. That was exactly how I was feeling. That was exactly what I was thinking... It was in tune with everything I wanted to get started this year.
My journey has started. It's bound to be a long one. I hope you'll join me all along the way.
